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Post by Chancelor McQueen on Jun 14, 2018 2:25:58 GMT -5
Did he stop believing himself? That was a good question..." You don't understand and that is perfectly fine; it takes a certain kind of person to understand my way of thinking and how I carry myself." He begins to explain, attempting to break it down as easy as possible. " This is where I am," the boy removes his hand from over the PokéBall, takes a step back, and uses his arms and hands to put a visual to his words. His left hand is held up to right about where his forehead is, high off the ground and extremely stiff. " and this is where everyone else in the world is." His right hand was held at the waist, signifying he views—or puts himself in a different catagory than most people. " With me viewing myself as the pinnacle, I need to act like a being worthy of being the pinnacle." This all came from his prodigy background, an undefeated record, championships upon championships, and the title of Master in house McQueen. Despite how this may seem, Chancelor doesn't see himself above people, but he does look ' down' upon them from a height in which he'd be ' above'—akin to how a Pidgeot flies above everything else; a natural habitat for one with the capabilities of being there. The hand that was at the forehead slowly dropped until it was equally aligned with the hand at the waist. " I let fear dictate my actions and words. Something the pinnacle should never ever do. I acted as if I was like everyone else; I said things to hurt someone I care deeply about without any hesitation or remorse. I feel regret and sadness, the mighty has fallen and it was one helluva' tumble." He exhales before continuing, " it's a bitter pill to swallow knowing I lost to myself." Chance looks Noelani deep in her eyes and continues, " Pokémon learn from people as much as people learn from Pokémon, yes. I don't want to teach a baby wickedness of any kind, you understand? Especially a Riolu... They pick up on all deep rooted emotions just like that. Also, you aren't giving yourself enough credit, Palm. You're fucking amazing, and I mean that." There was nothing but conviction in his tone when he spoke those final words, a laser focused stare in the colorful pools of the professor before him. " I will always have the utmost amount of faith in myself, ain't no question about that, but how could you possibly want me to look after this Riolu after... Everything? You don't understand why I can't take it and I can't understand why you want me to." ✝ tag(s) - noelani palm . ✝ notes - this gon' be aaaaakward-turtle .
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Post by noelani palm on Jun 14, 2018 15:51:59 GMT -5
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THERE WAS LITTLE he said that she could truly understood, and even less she could agree with. Negativity hanging over her like a heavy cloud, whatever light of hope had shown in her eyes was slowly going dark.[break][break]
❝ Maybe, ❞ she began, having taken a moment to muster the courage to speak. There was a pause as her lips sealed shut, her thoughts slowing so that they might reach her mouth before the idea was lost. Her lips tightened a moment as she noted the dryness of her mouth, giving a small swallow in an attempt to earn back some moisture.[break][break]
❝ Maybe — I'm an amazing professor. But. I'm not an amazing martial artist. ❞[break][break]
Her fingers closed over Riolu's ball with her conviction, Kitten's eyes narrowing slowly to a glare as a lone ear quirked in the boy's direction. His tail gave an irritable bounce at the continued rejection of his trainer's wishes.[break][break]
❝ You are. ❞ She stated the words as simple fact. ❝ And that's why. ❞[break][break]
❝ I think everyone makes mistakes. And — It doesn't make them any less great than they started. ❞[break][break]
❝ So then? That would mean, ❞ she ponders aloud, her eyes dropping to the hand that had settled at his waist. She reaches her own hand out to take its wrist, moving to pull it back up to his forehead. ❝ What I see — ❞ she explains, only retracting her hand once successfully bringing his own back to its peak. ❝ Is this. ❞[break][break]
It was the most the young woman had spoken in a long time, and despite the sudden decrease in energy when her lips fell to close, the weight at her shoulders and the dimming of her eyes, it seemed there was still more to be said.[break][break]
She didn't notice the hand working its way back to her eyes until its palm pushed to her wet lashes to force away the tears starting to well against their surface again. Her brows pinched at the realization, her hand coming back around to press the back of its wrist to the corner of her eye as she worked to maintain herself.[break][break]
❝ I won't leave her with you if you can't love her like you do the rest of your family, ❞ she gently decided, her unwavering, teary-eyed gaze still locked onto the teen.[break][break]
❝ But I don't like this conversation. ❞ The childish words were spoken with a sense of finality, eyebrows knit in worried crescents over her eyes as the scent of the fresh tears still being suppressed by her wrist caused Kitten's attention to snap toward her. His gaze darted up and down her figure before shooting disapprovingly toward Chance, the bridge of his flat nose wrinkling a bit. His lips curled into an obvious frown as he reached a claw to scratch at his chin in silent debate.
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Post by Chancelor McQueen on Jun 16, 2018 16:39:06 GMT -5
" I just keep fuckin' this up. I take one step forward and one hundred steps back. Why am I like this? Why am I suck a damn dickhead..." He can't look at Noelani, knowing she was on the verge of crying again at his ' wrongdoings'. So hazel eyes lifted off the female, words of comfort refusing to come from his mouth; a subtle fear of making this situation even worse than it already was. Hands ball into tight fists once again, knuckles pulling at the skin so tight one would think they'd rip open the flesh and protrude from the parted skin. That was she said she wouldn't leave the Riolu with him if he couldn't love her like the rest of his own and family. Eyes snap back to Palm wide with ' disgust', is that really what she got out of all that? To even suggest such a notion was enough to get the youngest McQueen to speak upon those words. However, before he could, those swelling pools of tears made his face return back to its original softness. She didn't want to continue the conversation? That was fair, who would want to continue to speak with a dickhead such as him? He nods to respect her wishes, the boy glancing at the Meowth giving him a look of disapproval over the way he was approaching this situation. " Give her to me," He finally speaks, eyes purposely shut tight as these words were practically ripped from his throat in a gory and barbaric manner. " I'll raise her, not for my own sake, but I'll do it for you because you believe I can do it." He takes a deep breath before continuing, still speaking, " I trust your judgement, you trust me, and I trust myself above anyone else. That's a whole lotta' trust between two people, somethin' is there to be seen. I may not see it, but somethin' is there." Another deep breath followed by eyes opening and leveling back upon Palm, his own palm open wide; ready to take the PokéBall for a whole new reason. " I'll make this Riolu into a champion because you trust me, and, because... I'm a sorry piece of shit that wants to make this up to you anyway I know how." He instinctively reaches into his back pocket and pulls out a fine-crated martial artist headband, a memento from his father upon becoming a Master within their house; an item Chancelor dubs lucky and that holds every last ounce of his fighting spirit. He attempts to wipe away whatever tears are cascading down her face or are forming underneath the eyes. " No more tears. You're killin' me softly, fam." ✝ tag(s) - noelani palm . ✝ notes - this gon' be aaaaakward-turtle .
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Post by noelani palm on Jun 18, 2018 23:21:36 GMT -5
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KITTEN'S FUR BRISTLED at the sudden turn of Chance's eyes, his lazy gaze widening to an empty, soulless stare, mouth drawing a short ways open to reveal the pointed teeth inside. The tension had made the cat more than a little uneasy, and the reviling glare burned the already anxious feline's fuse short.[break][break]
Noelani, on the other hand, only recognized the surprise in his expression, the negativity that went along with it sailing over her head entirely. Her expression remained somber, brows pinched sadly over her eyes as her lips weighed light in a frown.[break][break]
The Meowth's tongue passed over his muzzle at the trainer's tone, the force of his voice only further encouraging him to abandon his hold on his temper entirely. His trainer blinked slowly, her eyes dropping to rest on the hand held out to receive. Her brows softened weakly over her green eyes as she traced back over their conversation, her hand dropping away from its place as a dam for her tears.[break][break]
Her lips drew a short ways open in her surprise as Chance's hand rose to wipe at the tears pooled in her eyes, the quick paw of her Meowth companion reaching out sharply to bat it away. Raw as the cat was his claws remained sheathed safely away, though the twitch of the corner of his mouth and clearly shone fangs made his threat clear. It was only then that the professor realized the impact the conversation was having on her companion, her eyes falling tired on Kitten as her head dropped slightly with fatigue.[break][break]
❝ It's okay, ❞ she assured the cat gently, her eyes pulling from his silver-furred form to settle on Chance.[break][break]
❝ Everything's alright, ❞ she further promised, her hand reaching to set the ball in his waiting palm.[break][break]
Her lips pulled all too easily into a gentle smile as she gazed up toward the man, lashes wet and eyes still bearing a reflective sheen of tears. His concern was enough to rejuvenate her, even if it was just a bit. Her shoulders relaxed, the upturn of her lips revealing nothing but warm feelings for the man.[break][break]
❝ No more tears. ❞[break][break]
❝ You can do it. Okay? ❞ Her hands wound their way behind her back as she ducked her chin slightly, peeking between Chance's eyes with a hopeful glance.
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